~~{=WalkinG Alone in the RaiN...}}

Well, Something happen and it leads me to blogging again. I had been a years that blog have been away from my life and it did come back again to me now. A lot of happening around me and it lead me to started to change my own directions.

I had been fade up with my current work. Feel wanna resigning from this firm now. I really wish to resign when my boss announce the increment to me last week. I even cried out as I heard what my boss told to me. That time I was think of resigning, not more than that. I just feel the increment is really so, I rather remains my salary now. It just like feeding me like a begger. And talk those 'hard heard' words to me as keep saying me work in a slow motion but in fact, I was doing 3 departments work. I really fade up with my boss. Even now, I dont really wanna talk to her anymore.

I was thinking, no matter how much effort I put, how much time I spend to work, I will never get rewards from there. I promise to myself, I will never put too much effort on work again starts from that moment. I will come on time and leave on time. One years, it had been a long year for me to pass through. But never mine, I will try my best to be patient, to wait the time come.

I was wondering, if 2 years ago, I did not enter this firm, what could happens to me? Will me be survive in BIG FOUR companies? Do my salary increment is slightly better than now? Or will my health condition better than now? These few question was playing around my mind all these while. I'm just stepped a wrong leg to a wrong firm. Wasted my 2 years time. I just wanna say, once I decided, nobody will change my mind anymore.

Lately, I meet a nice guy. Well, I went to a Salon to cut my hair as CNY is around. I named him Mr ALKW. Hm.. First time ever, I meet a guy who talks a lot when doing hair cut. I was shock when he told me that he read a lot of psychology books. At that moment, I was thinking, Hm... This guy not bad. He really talks a lot until he told me that he works two job in his life. I was shock when he said so. And yet, he did a nice hair style for me, at lease it makes me look matured, and not childish anymore. And he did ask me a question before I leave the salon. He ask me, can I call you??? And I answered, Yes, you may call me anytime. I was thinking that, more a friend is better more an enemy. But he too pleasant until I also too pleasant to him also.

Saturday, when I received his call, I was surprise for it. Well, he ask me out for a drinks. Unfortunely, I'm going for wedding dinner that night. Hence, I cant make it anyway. I taught he will not call me out again. And yet, Sunday night, he called me again. And this time, we meet at a cafe nearby my house. We had a medium long conversation there and I did sign up for a saving plan for a better future.

After the conversation, I found out that he not bad. (maybe this was a first meeting, so it couldn't see through much of it) At lease he be honest. He told me his past and I can feel he really talking the truth. Maybe I'm too naive to believing people. He told me don't get to trust people easily. But I guess, he wont cheat me anyway. The next day, I pass the sum of insurance fees to him, and suddenly he told me something makes me dont know how to react for it. He said "I'm happy to see you again' LOL. Such a funny phrase. And Later on, he shows his tatoo me to and said "this a previous me" and he told me dont judge ppl by its appearance. And I told him, I wont. (Dear blog reader, I guess, You know that MR ALKW previously is what guy right???)

Well, just a nice friend to be with. I'm feel comfortable when chatting with him. But this meeting he makes me realize something. Money is important in our life. Without money, nothing could be done. My target now is... MONEY !!! MONEY !!!! MONEY !!!! $$$$$

Melaka !!! Here I come again on 28th of August 2011. Our journey started here. 27th August, we went to Gemencheh, One of Our Friends house, xiao yang and we overnight there. The whole night, I'm being bored there as they gambling and I'm not interested in gamble at all. But i get to know how to play 3 ppl mahjong and recalling back my knowledge. The whole night, is consider as my boring night, and my 3G cant connected. Oh gosh !!! Wat a terrible moment, no 3G, end of my life. Luckily, my 3G is back and able to online. Thanks for my online buddy, Kyo who accompany me fring-ing and SMS the whole night.

The next day, we heading to Melaka. From Gemencheh to Melaka only need around 1 hours time. And we reach Melaka quite early, around 1pm. And we check in to our hotel. Two seperate hotel, Holiday Inn and Fenix Inn Hotel. We went for shopping and walking around the Melaka. Shop at Dataran Pahlawan and Get to buy nothing. Eaten Sushi as our dinner, and went back hotel and prepare to clubbing at Arena (beside the holiday Inn Hotel)

Something funny happen during the clubbing session. Seven of us, nicole, katherine, kaka, Bin, xiao yang, chew yee and me, some one of them are totally drunk. Guess who?? Yes, is he. Kaka. Hahahaha. In this clubbing session, i get a brother. Kaka suddenly become my Brother (kor kor). LOL. Too sudden to have a bro (although i have more than that) But not a bad things, kaka could be a good brother to me. Unfortunely, he going to work in Vietnam soon. Hope he doing well there.

Well, he really drunk until the next day bluring around. We went to Zoo Melaka, and he keep vomiting and I'm no dare to talk with him aso. Scared he will scold me up as nicole told me all his bad habit to me. kinda scary. And this makes me not dare to come over him again. we went for satay celup at night without him. And the satay celup success makes me 'lao sai'. >< Thats end of 2nd day.

Third day, we went back to KL. And my kaka kor kor finally awake. Some weird feeling occur in my heart. Maybe i think too much. I feel that he like very shy like dat. Dunno y. Just have a weird feel like that. Hm.. I think too much I think. I did ask his phone number anyway. And he surprise that i dun have his contact number. No means No. What to surprise of. ><

And they fetch me back home first before they back to Broga, They stay outside my house they manage to taste my house mango which called Dragon Mango. Haha. They Surprise to see it as they didnt see this type of mango before. Kaka kor kor finally talk something funny and lead me laugh. Nicole introduce my beloved doggy 'kaka girl' to kaka kor kor know. LOL. Sound funny right? Den kaka kor kor ask my doggy, u same name with me i can 'pikat' u or not. LOL. I was laughing like hell that time. Something more funny, I call kaka kor kor like calling my doggy and he 'merajuk' dat time. LOL. Suddenly i feel like my kor kor like my di di more. Hahahaha. Here some photo of us. (summary of the photo.

Nothing Much Could Be Write In This Post. I Dunno where Should I start from and How to starts to write this blog. Hm... My memory recorded, everything happens when we get along the the birthday celebration day.

On 21 May 2011, A memorable and unforgettable night for me. Can be said, a sweet dream started and can be said a nightmare started. I cant differentiate whether is a good beginning or a great ending. Its sound interesting right??? Well, just follow up and you try to be in my situation as well.

The story Started. We plan to have a birthday celebration for our UOG classmate, Mr C1 and Mr C2. At first, we only plan for celebration Mr C1 and not for Mr C2. A sudden decision made by our organiser as we know that Mr C2 birthday was on 23rd May. So we plan to celebrating their birthday together. Before the day of celebration, me and Mr C2 had personally went out yam cha. (dun think wrongly, just a normal yam cha session). Well, he told me that he got a wedding dinner that day, and he will come around 11 something if he manage to come on. So I told the organiser and we just plan for it. We enjoying eating at KL and later on to Kuchai Lama. While in Kuchai Lama, some of them were complaining that the organiser was not organise the gathering properly. And Mr C1 keep saying he very tired. And he keep complaining that why we all need to wait for Mr C2 without any reason, in fact he did not know that we going to celebrate his birthday together too. I guess he too bored, and yet, I had borrowed my phone to him and he used to play the angry birds. LOL. Yeah, Angry Birds Again ~~~

We keep chit chatting while waiting for Mr C2 arrive. Our Organiser keep calling Mr C2 and Mr C2 finally arrive on 12 something. We just eat the cake and in a fast speed, we went off from the cafe as Mr C1 keep complaining that he very very tired. I just felt that we like boycotting Mr C2, its a weird feeling anyway. On and Off, we just took 30 minutes to clear off everything. And Everyone just ran from there. I just felt that, do we need to care how's everyone feels??? Hm... I guess not. I'm a normal human, not really can care all in a shot time. As predicted, something happend later. I drive back my car and back on time. Before back I went back, Mr C2 was talking something that makes me miserable. LOL. Dont think too much, just a warm greetings, Careful driving... LOL

I reach home around 1 something in the morning, and sudden, my phone rang for the First time. Well, I taught nothing at the beginning. But, something happend later. I received a call from one of them (I means the photo below) and that person told me, is it u involve in this suprising party???? Then I Say "YES" and that fellow hang up my phone. The fellow told me, a phrase and scared me. "I'm not surprising at all, you guys refresh me back to past". Oh Gosh!! I'm worried, and quickly phone back ~~~And dat fellow told everything to me and I was pity for it to have such a bad and sadness memory. And I dunno how to response for it. You know, me kinda of cant persuade other.... well, thats consider as a nightmare for me. I dont know how to response a person at that moment. Haih ~~~