Its too late to do it now
Just recently, I just saw my Current Issue in Management Accounting was not exceeding 50 marks in my final degree exam.
And this lead me to taking all over again ACCA paper F5
ARGH!!!
I'm not suppose to have this mistake actually
I had never been careless too much
Never get less than 50 marks in exam all this while
And this is first time ever
Break my own records
Get 47 marks for that particular paper
=.="
Due to certain reasons and incident,
(Not much ppl know abt it, including my dummy sister)
I didnt spend much time in my studies
And lead to the situation now
I'm feeling bad
And wanna cry out loud
But I knew, cry wont settle down the problem
And i'm choose to pretend nothing
Just nothing ~~~
Recalling back last year January,
I felt I'm stupid,
Why I have been spending all my time for doing a stupid things which it never give me a good ending,
And not to my study,
And now, wasting my time and energy to re-take the paper which it can be exempted if I put more a bit effort to it
Everything is too late ~~~
Up and Down, cant controlled myself now
Don't know what should do now
I'm afraid to fall in love again
Afraid of the same incident happen again
Afraid of everything
