Well, Something happen and it leads me to blogging again. I had been a years that blog have been away from my life and it did come back again to me now. A lot of happening around me and it lead me to started to change my own directions.
I had been fade up with my current work. Feel wanna resigning from this firm now. I really wish to resign when my boss announce the increment to me last week. I even cried out as I heard what my boss told to me. That time I was think of resigning, not more than that. I just feel the increment is really so, I rather remains my salary now. It just like feeding me like a begger. And talk those 'hard heard' words to me as keep saying me work in a slow motion but in fact, I was doing 3 departments work. I really fade up with my boss. Even now, I dont really wanna talk to her anymore.
I was thinking, no matter how much effort I put, how much time I spend to work, I will never get rewards from there. I promise to myself, I will never put too much effort on work again starts from that moment. I will come on time and leave on time. One years, it had been a long year for me to pass through. But never mine, I will try my best to be patient, to wait the time come.
I was wondering, if 2 years ago, I did not enter this firm, what could happens to me? Will me be survive in BIG FOUR companies? Do my salary increment is slightly better than now? Or will my health condition better than now? These few question was playing around my mind all these while. I'm just stepped a wrong leg to a wrong firm. Wasted my 2 years time. I just wanna say, once I decided, nobody will change my mind anymore.
Lately, I meet a nice guy. Well, I went to a Salon to cut my hair as CNY is around. I named him Mr ALKW. Hm.. First time ever, I meet a guy who talks a lot when doing hair cut. I was shock when he told me that he read a lot of psychology books. At that moment, I was thinking, Hm... This guy not bad. He really talks a lot until he told me that he works two job in his life. I was shock when he said so. And yet, he did a nice hair style for me, at lease it makes me look matured, and not childish anymore. And he did ask me a question before I leave the salon. He ask me, can I call you??? And I answered, Yes, you may call me anytime. I was thinking that, more a friend is better more an enemy. But he too pleasant until I also too pleasant to him also.
Saturday, when I received his call, I was surprise for it. Well, he ask me out for a drinks. Unfortunely, I'm going for wedding dinner that night. Hence, I cant make it anyway. I taught he will not call me out again. And yet, Sunday night, he called me again. And this time, we meet at a cafe nearby my house. We had a medium long conversation there and I did sign up for a saving plan for a better future.
After the conversation, I found out that he not bad. (maybe this was a first meeting, so it couldn't see through much of it) At lease he be honest. He told me his past and I can feel he really talking the truth. Maybe I'm too naive to believing people. He told me don't get to trust people easily. But I guess, he wont cheat me anyway. The next day, I pass the sum of insurance fees to him, and suddenly he told me something makes me dont know how to react for it. He said "I'm happy to see you again' LOL. Such a funny phrase. And Later on, he shows his tatoo me to and said "this a previous me" and he told me dont judge ppl by its appearance. And I told him, I wont. (Dear blog reader, I guess, You know that MR ALKW previously is what guy right???)
Well, just a nice friend to be with. I'm feel comfortable when chatting with him. But this meeting he makes me realize something. Money is important in our life. Without money, nothing could be done. My target now is... MONEY !!! MONEY !!!! MONEY !!!! $$$$$
